February...10th?

Helloooo....Its 10.33am...and im not at school...I'm doing my work (....yes still the media essay)..then english literature coursework...argh jeeez. i ate some cold pizza this morning..desperate times. uhmm im watching one tree hill...annnnd waiting for america's next top model. YES I AM DOING MY WORK. it will be done. i promise....i really do. okayyyyy, so my blogs are really boring and i have absolutely nothing of interest to say ..apart from the usual moaning of someone my age....someone i kind of knew died the other day, she was a really great person and no doubt everyone she knew will feel that loss, she was so happy and was there for ...well basically everyone she knew when they had problems. ive been on her fb a couple of times since..people she knew leaving lots of comments talking about how happy she made them when they talked or saw her etc...brings things into focus a bit...people are so upset about her death...im not suprised she was one of thos epeople that is just really nice, and i dotn know how ive managed to fill up most of this box talking about her when i only met her a couple of times, but she said soem nice stuff to me on fb and i think she probably had advice for every situation :) just thought id say i hope shes happier now and that she wont be forgotten. On a lighter subject...im going to get my work done today and go into school tomorow and work verrryy hard...and friday...then out this weekend..and im goign to do revisiona nd catch up work during the week next week....(i actually will) just like extra reading i think but...all helpss...need tot hink more about uni and college courses and that really...went to North road (poole college) last night..college hasnt changed too much :p uhmmm but yehh they have a course, my parents want me to go to arts institute, i dont want to go...my dad keeps on and ona botu bournemouth university and different courses...truth is i just want to find one myself..I KNOW. he is "only trying to help"..but seriously just stop with the presuring! if i want to go to bournemouth uni...then i will do it myself..i only got an interview and a conditional offer because of him knowing people at the uni...everyone knows that..although i think if i explained to him that id rather do it myself compared to him helping me he wouldnt really see the difference and hed just think i was being stupid..we have LOTS of differences in opinion...still gonna look at college courses and shaddowing and universities and ucas points next week...welll! i think thatf inishes my morning ramble.... :) ttyl bloggers xx